Oops, it's been since March

I honestly don't know what happened. Oh yea, I got pregnant. Let's try that again. I got pregnant! (can you tell it was a bit of a shock and a little bit hard to swallow at first? More on that later...We're having a BABY! It still blows my mind that I will be in charge of a tiny human soon.) But, that's not really an excuse for my absence during April and May. April and May were actually pretty decent months running wise. How do you catch back up when you haven't blogged in nearly a year? My husband keeps telling me he's waiting to see a post in his inbox, so I promised him I'd catch up the blogging world. These past 9 months have been a whirlwind. I really love reading blogs, so it puzzles me why I've had such a hard time writing. I think about this space often, but I suppose I felt like I lost my identity as a runner when I got pregnant. I know that feeling isn't logical, because pregnancy isn't a disease, and I won't be pregnant forever (despite feeling that way at 37 weeks currently). Nonetheless, I really became dormant fairly quickly. It might be because with pregnancy, your running truly can change overnight. I had no idea of this. One day I ran 7 miles, and the next I decided that would be the last run. Of course, I was wrong. Some running days truly feel like a fairytale, while others are miserable, just picking up my feet, trying not to feel like my uterus is falling out of my body. #dramatic While it may seem a bit narcissistic (aren't all blogs a little, though?), I'm going to attempt to recap the months of April + May in this post, and then I'll follow up with the first trimester. YAY, ALL ABOUT ME! I promise (SCOUTS HONOR) I will not leave you high and dry, and I'll also follow up with second and third trimester posts. I know if anything, I'll appreciate reading them down the road. Honestly, it's probably best I waited this long to recap, because like I said, I was quite literally ALL.OVER.THE.PLACE in my brain (actually, I still am) during this pregnancy, so looking at everything from a birds-eye-view rather than in the moment will make me seem less like a hormonal psycho. #forrealz pregnancy is no joke. I've cried and laughed in the same sentence way too many times the last 8 months. Here we go.

April

I had just PR'd in the 5k after months of rehab and cross training from my IT band issue. I don't know how. I still don't know how I did that on such low mileage, except that cross training really does work. You guys, I can swim now! Here's what my training looked like during April.

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4/13/2015 Mon 6 min easy, 6-10 minutes @ threshold (about 6:45 pace), 6 minutes easy. No joke. That's it. I would supplement with swimming in the AM.
4/14/2015 Tue 8-10x1:30 @ 5k with 1:00 min walk recovery
4/15/2015 Wed cross train (either swimming or biking)
4/16/2015 Thu same as monday (6 min easy, 6-10 min moderate, 6 min easy)
4/17/2015 Fri 8-10x:30 sec @ 800m with 1:00 min walk recovery
4/18/2015 Sat cross train or complete day off
4/19/2015 Sun 30 min very easy on trails

During April, despite my low mileage, I started to string together some great workouts, and my confidence was coming back. Knowing I was in good shape after running a 18:35 5k at the end of March, I was ready to tackle some more races, and see if I could snag some more PRs. I mean, If I can do well on 20 miles a week and stay injury free, heck I am one happy girl! I emailed the coach at University of Memphis to see if I could jump into the 3k at their upcoming invitational.IMG_5297

May

The word for May was consistency. I told myself to just stay consistent and keep rehabbing the IT band to make sure that nasty injury doesn't come back. It worked. I raced in the 3k at U of M like I had hoped, and even though it was my first 3k ever (automatic PR ;) ), if it had been a full 2 miles, I would have PRd by 20 seconds! Despite not feeling great during the race (had no idea I was pregnant at the time, but that explains why I needed to puke up my lunch the entire 7.5 laps, woof), I ran the 3k in 10:37, and snagged 7th place in a division 1 college meet! It was a really great day, and it was so fun to have some great friends there cheering for me.

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The next, and final "race" I would run in 2015 would be the Knoxville, TN Expo 10k over Memorial Day weekend. Every year, we go to East TN during this weekend to visit friends, and I look forward to this race. Even though I felt terrible during the 3k a few weeks prior, I knew I was fit, and I was looking to go under 40 minutes this year. I did this same race in 2014, and knew it would be HARD. Hills in East TN are no joke. I was ready to have a great day and work the hills, though. Well, what happened? I felt terrible again! I went out with the lead pack of females at around 6:15 pace, and totally bonked. I was really disappointed. Why did I feel so terrible? Was I dehydrated? Did the hills get the best of me? It was after this race + sleeping literally all weekend + drinking all the water I could get my hands on that I realized maybe something was up. I took a pregnancy test on Memorial Day when we got home. Everything changed so fast.

Stay tuned! I've already got a reminder on my calendar to publish the first trimester post. No getting around it.

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